December 2009
43 posts
December 27, 2009
I won’t be surprised to open my sleepy eyes only to see he’s closed his heart again. Dissapointment fills my bones every morning I wake up with him. But here I am, sleeping sound. I don’t know what it is about me that keeps him ‘round. So gently he turns, he never stays long. I pretend like he cares, he plays along. But next time I feel like I’m falling apart...
“polar opposites don’t push away
it’s the same on the weekends as the rest of...”
– modest mouse (via likesbears)
iamthecrime:
mynovemberguest:
Painted by...
So What
if I fuck up. I will time and time again until I get this right.
I’m not living unless I’m fucking up.
I Don't Understand
how people can be family all their lives, and know nothing else but then when they move away it’s like they never even knew each other. How can you not care about someone just because they don’t live there? Sorry I thought you’d be concered for their well being, last time I checked you two were family. But since you two aren’t blood I guess it doesn’t make a...
Day 18
I want to fucking puke. I miss you so much, I think about you every second and I hate you for it. I don’t want to speak to you, but the only way that works is if you didn’t exsist, and I didn’t have to see your fucking face or hear your fucking words. I want you to dissapear so that I can just fucking function, just fucking BREATHE. Just knowing you exsist suffocates me....
According to greek mythology, humans were...
aliceinreallife:
glitteryfairytales:
japanesebeef:bunnysuit:owltreethree:pawnshopheart:insidethelion: pinkrose: wellnowmardybum
“There are still moments when I find that speech is nothing at all”
– Ludwig Van Beethoven
its just the way we are
blinksoflife:
We hold on to things the tightest, when we are forced to let them go—
We always want things a certain way, when we know can’t be so.
Dreams always last the longest, when they are furthest from our reach—
And the lessons we can learn the most from, are often the very ones we teach.
The grass is always the greenest, when it lies on the other side—
And the truths we preach to...
My First Love,
There will always be this part of me that is so in love with you. You were my first love, my first everything. But the saying, “you can never have too much of a good thing” is the biggest lie in the world. I have given you all I have to offer, and you have done the same. And in the process of losing you, I have found myself. Who knew someone would have to go through the worst of...
Looking Through You- The Beatles
I’m looking through you, where did you go I thought I knew you, what did I know You don’t look different, but you have changed I’m looking through you, you’re not the same Your lips are moving, I cannot hear Your voice is soothing, but the words aren’t clear You don’t sound different, I’ve learned the game. I’m looking through you, you’re not...
i dislike you and your smile, how i end up falling...
(via day-breaking)
Dear Insomnia,
Some where down the line I lost my head, I lost my mind The early hours of the morning eating me from the inside
“You are beautiful, but you are empty. One could not die for you.”
– Antoine de Saint-Exupéry (via unpunk)
WOW- Marilyn Manson
I had a dream This one I feel the need to mention I was happy for awhile And I stopped being scared and ashamed To say what’s on my mind But you thought I’d change after awhile And said “you’d better treat me different or else” “Or else” seems like a stupid fucking thing to say to someone like me Someone like me Wow, wow, wow Wow-wow-wow-wow-wow-wow-wow-wow… Don’t be surprised I can look you in...
